sometimes,...

Some times you just want to end up being the loser

Some times you just want to be hurting

Some times you want to feel like a fool

Some times you want your dreams to crash and burn

Some times you want to be wrong

Some times you want reason to fly out of the window

Some times you want to be misty eyed

Some times you want to tear out your heart and wail in pain

Some times you want your heart to race , your vision to blur

Sometimes you want to be consumed

Some times you want bleed through your eyes

Some times you want to be laughed at and ridiculed

All other times you're pretending...